speechless dosent mean i have nothing on my mind.

"Waking up to the family you always wish you had would be the miracle of a million. 
God doesn't give us the family we want, but the family we need and deserve one to grow with and learn to love accept all the faults forgive all the wrongs understand not everything goes right. And when life takes a wrong turn they will always be there no mistake. No friend have i seen has lasted longer. even when friendships die its because we've grown apart and made our own family or life." 

Face the facts, close your eyes you'll see clearer
close your ears and listen to your thoughts receive not more opinions to clutter in your head
make nonsense and confusion if not already.
open your mouth and speak from the heart.
and speak to the one who knows all.
Pray and pain will disappear.
 i cant promise it wont return.
but when its does rinse and repeat.
and it will be fixed not instantly
patience is a virtue.


looking at the innocence return to their eyes with age is a blessing to see.
Looking at my mother like a child
Father like a child
Im growing but i will be a kid again.
Grow learn pain age age age then never worry again.
God makes this possible.
Its true the eyes are the windows to the soul.
Everything is revealed and can not be hidden behind a fake smile.
The innocence i see.. i see in your [eyes.]
The pain i see i see in your  [eyes]
The hate i seen in some [eyes]
deceit always noticed in [eyes]
eyes do not lie.

and in their eyes i see innocence, forgiveness, sacrifice, love.

clean your windows and see clear. instead of windex us common sense.
dont think, feel, then you will understand what i am trying to say.
eyes dont lie. people do.
prayers never fail, people have.
god never abandons, people do. [family stays]

FYI: Marriage is a love and love is sacrifice.
GOD SACRIFICED HIS ONLY SON BECAUSE HE LOVES US.


and no i am not the smartest or the wisest Ive made a list of mistakes with more to come.
opinions take it or leave it. they are only words. words felt not thought. .
legit.. because its common sense.

but then again i am still a kid i still got alot more to live.

But carry your cross[your problems] do as JESUS did
Stay strong, Your never alone god is only a prayer away.